Fantasy Game

How can I be silly so silly that she cares
There’s such a mega difference and the players ain’t real players
It’s not a thing of who has won or more like who may dares…
Is it more a fantasy game?

How can life be normal when it all seems so extreme
Sitting thinking holding you but where have I been
Soldiers of the mind at attention say it’s a dream…
This can’t be a fantasy game.

Is it all in my head
Is my heart being misled
Is it all far too plain
It’s a fantasy game.
As I try to make sense
All my life is pretence
I have always lost aim
At this fantasy game.

Is life more a fiction than a sinister fact
Please don’t analyze why the mirror one more time cracked
Don’t think it’s a card game where the chances are all stacked…
It’s real not a fantasy game.