Better Than Best

I’m gonna have to stop all this dreaming
I know what’s going on I know my heart is bleeding
But what does that serve and what do I do
Is my dream based on perhaps what is true?

I’m wrapped up in thinking I’m thinking of you
It’s been going on for months and I don’t know what to do
It’s your voice it’s your movement it’s you’ve got it all
No rising thoughts here I’ve no need for a fall.

You walked away and waved a hand as if you didn’t care
How many times have we did that bit you acting like a player
You’re one of those kind of ladies that leaves a man without a prayer…
Better than best.
I’m thinking I have spent my life looking for you
My thinking isn’t wrong I must admit it’s all true
But coming back to all these thoughts what do I do…
Better than best.

What do I do when all my thinking is you
I’m mixing up false but I’m also seeing true
What am I thinking and why am I thinking it
Is all my thinking simply being forfeited?