04 August. I have to be frank and say that I’ve been finding it extremely difficult to progress in any positive direction over the past few weeks, well more accurately months. I’m suffering from a severe lack of motivation, a lot has to do with the amount of time that is now my own since I have semi retired. I’ve removed myself from the campaign site for now, I need to concentrate on what I want to do with this place. I have various ideas for a book and I guess there’s a lot of frustration in trying to make decisions on where I want to go with that. I have 204 bits of lyrics now in a folder called C, it’s the results of my writing since February of this year; I need to assess and move them forward, but that will be a massive task. I have let’s say a lot of CDs and DVDs that I need to go through and seek out some useful work. I also have five external drives of various sizes which need to be weeded through. It’s not helping my mental health being stuck at the pc all the time, but there is so much to do. I get out for walks and I’ve visited places in the nice weather, but it ain’t much fun doing it on ones own all the time. Anyway, enough of the moaning. 20 August. It’s after 4pm, I’ve not really been doing that much regards the site, I’ve been trying to find myself, ain’t that easy; but I’m slowly getting there. I really need to check through all the data I have from a lifetime ago, not easy to do, there’s a lot of triggers on when and why these things have been written. I have a lot of skeletons and I have too many cupboards!