As I stand here looking into me
There`s a picture of tranquility
This is never ending always turmoil
Attack and then defending…
I have to somehow spoil the plan.
This depression is eating at my heart
All these questions return me to the start
Holding back the tears incase they drown me
It`s been like this for years…
My brain is out of town again.
I need to take life by the throat this time
I need to claim a space and call it mine
How does it feel to know your journey
It all to be real…
I feel so guilty.
Close the curtain end the fears I feel
Give me purpose make ambitions real
Let me define the line I`m trying to follow
A space I can say is mine…
I don`t think that`s too much to ask.