What Is It I Know

How can I be silly so silly that she cares
There’s such a mega difference and the players ain’t real players
It’s not a thing of who has won or more like who may dares…
What is it I know?

How can life be normal when it all seems so extreme
Sitting thinking holding you but where have I been
Soldiers of the mind at attention say it’s a dream…
What is it I know?

I’m in a dream world hear me
I’m so trying for tomorrow
I’m trying to work out what I’m doing…
What is it I know?
I’m in a thought provoking fear me
And then drowning in too shallow
You can work out what I’m doing…
What is it I know?

Is life more a fiction than a sinister fact
Please don’t analyze why the mirror one more time cracked
Don’t think it’s a card game where the chances are all stacked…
What is it I know?